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[轉貼]感人的真實故事 車票

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我從小就怕過母親節,因為我生下不久,就被母親遺棄。                                                                                                    
每到母親節,我就會感到不自然,因為母親節前                                                     
電視節目全是歌頌母愛的歌,電台更是如此,                                                           
即使做個餅乾廣告,也都是母親節的歌。                                                               
                                                                                                    
對我而言,每一首這種歌曲都是消受不了的。                                                           
!                                                                                                  
我生下一個多月,就被人在新竹火車站發現了我,                                                       

車站附近的警察們慌作一團地替我餵奶,這些大男生找到一位會餵奶的婦人,                               
要不是她,我恐怕早已哭出病來了。                                                                   
                                                                                                    
等到我吃飽了奶,安詳睡去,                                                                         
                                                                                                    

這些警察伯伯輕手輕腳地將我送到了新竹縣寶山鄉的德蘭中心,                                           
讓那些成天笑嘻嘻的天主教修女傷腦筋。                                                               
                                                                                                    
我沒有見過我的母親,小時候只知道修女們帶我長大。                                                   
                                                                                                    
晚上,其他的大哥哥、大姊姊都要唸書,我無事可做,                                                   
只好纏著修女,她們進聖堂唸晚課,我跟著進去,                                                       

有時鑽進了祭台下面玩耍,有時對著在祈禱的修女們做鬼臉,                                             
更常常靠著修女睡著了,好心的修女會不等晚課唸完,                                                   
就先將我抱上樓去睡覺,我一直懷疑她們喜歡我,                                                       
是因為我給她們一個溜出聖堂的大好機會。                                                             
                                                                                                    
我們雖然都是家遭變故的孩子,可是大多數都仍有家,                                                   
過年、過節叔叔伯伯甚至兄長都會來接,只有我,                                                       
連家在那裡,都不知道。                                                                             
                                                                                                    

也就因為如此,修女們對我們這些真正無家可歸的孩子們特別好,                                         
總不准其他孩子欺侮我們。                                                                           
                                                                                                    

我從小功課不錯,修女們更是找了一大批義工來做我的家教。                                             
                                                                                                    

屈指算來,做過我家教的人真是不少,他們都是交大、清大的研究生和教授,                               
工研院、園區內廠商的工程師。                                                                       
                                                                                                    

教我理化的老師,當年是博士班學生,現在已是副教授了。                                               
                                                                                                    

教我英文的,根本就是位正教授,難怪我從小英文就很好了。                                             
                                                                                                    

修女也壓迫我學琴,小學四年級,我已擔任聖堂的電風琴手,                                             
彌撒中,由我負責彈琴。                                                                             
                                                                                                    

由於我在教會裡所受的薰陶,所以,我的口齒比較清晰,                                                 

在學校裡,我常常參加演講比賽,有一次還擔任畢業生致答詞的代表。                                     
                                                                                                    
可是我從來不在慶祝母親節的節目中擔任重要的角色。                                                   
                                                                                                    

我雖然喜歡彈琴,可是永遠有一個禁忌,我不能彈母親節的歌。                                           
                                                                                                    
我想除非有人強迫我彈,否則我絕不會自已去彈的。                                                     
                                                                                                    

我有時也會想,我的母親究竟是誰,看了小說以後,我猜自己是個私生子。                                  
                                                                                                    
爸爸始亂終棄,年輕的媽媽只好將我遺棄了。                                                           
                                                                                                    

大概因為我天資不錯,再加上那些熱心家教的義務幫忙,                                                 

我順利地考上了新竹省中,大學聯招也考上了成功大學土木系。                                           
                                                                                                    

在大學的時候,我靠工讀完成了學業,帶我長大的孫修女有時會來看我,                                   

我的那些大老粗型的男同學,一看到她,馬上變得文雅得不得了。                                         
                                                                                                    

很多同學知道我的身世以後都會安慰我,說我是修女們帶大的,                                           
怪不得我的氣質很好。                                                                               
                                                                                                    

畢業那天,別人都有爸爸媽媽來,我的唯一親人是孫修女,                                               
我們的系主任還特別和她照相。                                                     

服役期間,我回德蘭中心玩,這次孫修女忽然要和我談一件嚴肅的事,                                     
她從一個抽屜裡拿出一個信封,請我看看信封的內容。                                                   
                                                                                                    

信封裡有二張車票,孫修女告訴我,當警察送我來的時候,                                               
我的衣服裡塞了這兩張車票,                                                                         
                                                                                                    

顯然是我的母親用這些車票從她住的地方到新竹車站的,                                                 
一張公車票從南部的一個地方到屏東市。                                                               
                                                                                                    

另一張火車票是從屏東到新竹,這是一張慢車票,我立刻明白我的母親應該不是有錢人。                     
                                                                                                    

孫修女告訴我,她們通常並不喜歡去找出棄嬰的過去身世,                                               
因此她們一直保留了這兩張車票,等我長大了再說。                                                     
                                                                                                    

她們觀察我很久,最後的結論是我很理智,應該有能力處理這件事了。                                     
                                                                                                    

她們曾經去過這個小城,發現小城人極少,如果我真要找出我的親人,                                     
應該不是難事。                                                                                     
                                                                                                    

我一直想和我的父母見一次面,可是現在拿了這兩張車票,                                               
我卻猶豫不決了。                                                                                   
                                                                                                    

我現在活得好好的,有大學文憑,甚至也有一位快要談論終生大事的女朋友,                               
為什麼我要走回過去,去尋找一個完全陌生的過去?                                                     
                                                                                                    
何況十有八九,找到的恐怕是不愉快的事實。                                                           
                                                                                                    
孫修女卻仍鼓勵我去,她認為我已有光明的前途,                                                       
沒有理由讓我的身世之謎永遠成為心的陰影,                                                           
她一直勸我要有最壞的打算,既使發現的事實不愉快,                                                   
應該不至於動搖我對自己前途的信心。                                                                 
                                                                                                    

我終於去了。這個我過去從未聽過的小城,是個山城,從屏東市要坐一個多小時的公車,才能到達。           
                                                                                                    

雖是南部,因為是冬天,總有一家派出所、一家鎮公所、                                                 
一所國民小學、一所國民中學,然後就什麼都沒有了。                                                   
                                                                                                    

我在派出所和鎮公所裡來來回回地跑,終於讓我找到了兩筆與我似乎有關的資料,                           

第一筆是一個小男孩的出生資料,第二個是這小男生家人來申報遺失的資料,                               
遺失就在我被遺棄的第二天,出生在一個多月以前。                                                     
                                                                                                    

據修女們的記錄,我被發現在新竹車站時,只有一個多月大。                                             
                                                                                                    
看來我找到我的出生資料了。                                                                         
                                                                                                    

問題是:我的父母都已去世了,母親幾個月以前去世的。                                                 
                                                                                                    

我有一個哥哥,這個哥哥早已離開小城,不知何處去了。                                                 
                                                                                                    

畢竟這個小城,誰都認識誰,派出所的一位老警員告訴我,                                               

我的媽媽一直在那所國中裡做工友,他馬上帶我去看國中的校長。                                         
                                                                                                    
校長是位女士,非常熱忱地歡迎我。                                                                   
                                                                                                    

她說的確我的媽媽一輩子在這裡做工友,是一位非常慈祥的老太太,                                       

我的爸爸非常懶,別的男人都去城裡找工作,只有他不肯走,                                             

小城做些零工,小城根本沒有什麼零工可做,因此他一輩子靠我的媽媽做工友過活。                         
                                                                                                    
因為不做事,心情也就不好,只好借酒澆愁,喝醉了,                                                   
有時打我的媽媽,有時打我的哥哥。                                                                   
                                                                                                    

事後雖然有些後悔,但積習難改,媽媽和哥哥被鬧了一輩子,                                             

哥哥在國中二年級的時後,索性離家出走,從此沒有回來。                                               
                                                                                                    

這位老媽媽的確有過第二位兒子,可是一個月大以後,神秘地失蹤了。                                     
                                                                                                    

校長問了我很多事,我一一據實以告,當她知道我在北部的孤兒院長大以後。                               
                                                                                                    

她忽然激動了起來,在櫃子裡找出了一個大信封,這個大信封是我母親去世以後,                           

在她枕邊發現的,校長認為裡面的東西一定有意義,決定留了下來,等他的親人來領。                       
                                                                                                    
我以顫抖的手,打開了這個信封,發現裡面全是車票,                        &

2006-05-12 17:07:36
他的母親為了讓他更好而寧可放下他
想想這位母親當時的心有多痛ㄚ...
不說了啦!!要哭死了!!
2006-05-12 17:27:53
嗯嗯....感人~
這是一則真人故事!他是暨南大學校長李家同~~
2006-05-13 00:05:23
感人..........555555......
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