來來來, 練習英文閱讀的時間又到了 (哈哈哈)
這是我去年年中跟今年頭寫的, 一個是在上班時間因為實在不想工作可是又要看來很忙的時候寫的東西之一; 另一個則是剛離職沒多久心情還沒完全脫離工作苦痛時寫的
For all that is worth, we don’t know whether our current status fits our long-term development or merely serves as a mid-way training course. Without any background, how do we move from here to the next level and how do we move even further are beyond our grasp. The best way to do this is taking one step at a time as was intended.
What we do the most, what we do too much to be precise, are to anticipate un-necessarily ahead of the future. As a human, we believe that everything is within our reach; that if we strive we shall acquire. One of the most recent experiences apparently indicates otherwise.
Perhaps our yarning, craving, envying and wanting desires came from Eve, when she was tempted by the snake to pick the forbidden fruit. What if it's not? What if the fruit was never forbidden, it's a test, a parting line that determines how human should evolve? We are never cast out of the paradise, we cast ourselves out of the paradise by believing that we could never sit back and relax. That we should be on top of all, that we should collect everything to build a castle around us, that we should not allow others to have the same, could we be safe in our own fool's paradise.
The agony in me, the distance between me and the rest of the people. I find out what it is. It’s my insanity. Well, it’s not a news to me for I have been admitting to it. But lately, without work to occupy the most of my life, I am forced to face it with my back against the wall of living. I have nowhere to turn, nowhere to hide; I simply am facing it and tasting it. And it makes me realize that, or should I say to be certain of that, I desperate needs the ONE that understands and shares my insanity.